Friday, March 28, 2014
Never Right
It's never right to tell someone they are shit. They think kids like me with a parent born in 1950 is old and crusty. We are only here to make others look good by looking bad.
Well
I guess I can get over it, but my dad made me upset @ the food. My mom also is wearing glasses from an accident. I was watching her show then, but you know.
Problem
I made it pretty far and coulda made it. Instead, Ellen has to be all sneaky. If she did that all the time, why would anyone care @ what she really means? It's just an insult to me. Who wastes their time in this treacherous world doing that? Are you arguing she doesn't really have anything to do including this?
Problem
I just paid my Spring Break bar tab. I'm officially Spring Broke.
— Ellen DeGeneres (@TheEllenShow) March 28, 2014
Ellen is only posting once a day, now. She keeps symbolically doing something all the time to hurt me. She used to post a lot in the summer, maybe had enough.
Look at this message, though. I forget why I didn't like it.
My dad acts like she told him not to eat at nice restaurants with me and now not even enough to get Taco Bell @ the mall. So, she made me sick, and that's not okay.
Apology
So, someone keeps saying yes this person did this to you no they didn't - I DON'T CARE! If the person is innocent for some reason, I am sorry. I just want to ignore it!
Sometimes I run, sometimes I hide--
Sometimes, I don't know what will come to my mind.
..Sometimes, I don't trust you
..Sometimes, I don't trust you
Why I Don't Want a Baby
I don't want to leave ^my friends^ behind. I realize I could still be a hit. I would just know that my husband was not all whom I lust for-
Problem
I'm getting to feel more that Ellen is really mean and not admitting it. Someone ticked me off posting @ royal families. She is being *** @ it. Also, there is no Ellen, she makes me feel perverse.
Problem
Some people are like *** stalking me with secret messages that make me feel but not think that I'm guilty. They also have an annoying attitude and feel drunk up with being chosen over my well-being. Pardon (if you don't like the term drunk, though I think some people don't mind, at all..)
Mad Mad Mad (jk)
I know for a fact I have problems from silly things I've done and since I've been online. Otherwise, without this Charlie and the Chocolate Factory junk as in the bad side of the fans if you will ..
Suggestive
So, I used to whine, either to myself or parents and family, that I was the oldest, when I was still a kid, like 7. I remember it. The point I'm trying to make is that I have a love for kids.
Actress
Chloe Sevigny
http://www.tristatehomepage.com/story/d/story/actress-chloe-sevigny-talks-about-new-show-on-ae/42142/a71AKW81XkSv2OfZ9BA3ig
http://sirktv.com/2014/03/03/those-who-kill/
http://origin-www.justjared.com/2014/03/26/chloe-sevigny-enjoys-under-the-skin-at-first-ace-hotel-theater-screening-in-25-years/
http://www.tristatehomepage.com/story/d/story/actress-chloe-sevigny-talks-about-new-show-on-ae/42142/a71AKW81XkSv2OfZ9BA3ig
http://sirktv.com/2014/03/03/those-who-kill/
http://origin-www.justjared.com/2014/03/26/chloe-sevigny-enjoys-under-the-skin-at-first-ace-hotel-theater-screening-in-25-years/
Apology
I guess I'll apologize again for posting about something being impolite. I just meant like sneaky.. not in a twisted way, just a factual way, like it was hurtful to me.
Stupid Things
Why put pressure on me for little things as mistakes? Or things that aren't wrong that you think are?
Thursday, March 27, 2014
What I Feel
When I see a real New Orleanian, meaning more real than me, I think it's very real!
Me, I think of Florida and New Orleans as the only regions I lived in. I didn't experience completely traditional nor much old-fashioned at all Florida heritage, like rich people and people of the land. It "was just a place to live in."
Me, I think of Florida and New Orleans as the only regions I lived in. I didn't experience completely traditional nor much old-fashioned at all Florida heritage, like rich people and people of the land. It "was just a place to live in."
Sad
Guess we end our life here.
We have fun together.. I feel sorry for him. He does get out somehow.
We have fun together.. I feel sorry for him. He does get out somehow.
I'm worried..
..I felt at least that my dad was staring down someone once who was possibly even older than his mom.
Being an Actor - a Sacrifice for Money
It's not always the wisest decision to pack your bags and go to Hollywood|Broadway.
Problem
You have no right to get mad at someone like me and do something @ it. It may be something that happened to me, it may be something that slipped my mind. I have a hard life of people bothering me. It just doesn't make sense to never say anything to me and to get mad like you knew me all along.
Apology
Sorry if you did not like that I titled a topic impolite. Now, I am finding it "depressing.."
Apparently it was just a mistake.
Kids born @ 1985-1990 are not supposed to look overly Jewish-European.
Forever 21?
I found that people exactly @ 10 years younger even at my age 27 will still be having knock-about-fun and have the comeadery or parents's love from their parents.
My life is not content as ^2nd best^, yet I've been used. You can argue people who are not mixed deserve more, and they do in ways, but I will stick up for other mixed people. I know some are weird like in a nasty way, but they may some really be good or have good intentions.
My life is not content as ^2nd best^, yet I've been used. You can argue people who are not mixed deserve more, and they do in ways, but I will stick up for other mixed people. I know some are weird like in a nasty way, but they may some really be good or have good intentions.
Impolite
Renee Fleming stopped posting when I was upset @ something.. I was upset on the inside. I posted on Twitter @ it. I just forgot to watch her and it was like a big deal. Shoulda been online, I felt, and I forgot sorta.
Problem
You all need to just stop punishing me. I feel threatened by my stupidly strict secret message-y dad. THREATENED. What could he do? My nail is already cutting in. I need to leave and am trying to get famous, too, but it's money, and I wanna enjoy life.
The Reason
I was dangerously bored, didn't think of getting a blog. I was in that much pain, and you don't care that's why I went insane and did it. What if you were trapped in a box like I felt, a big box.
Weird
Why didn't they say why they stopped answering all of a sudden? Nothing too weird could have happened. I liked forwarding my thoughts, and 1 friend said she liked it. I am annoyed by secret messages that don't come to me as comments on my blog.
Why I Can Say This
Because it's my life, but also I forget there's another reason. How insulting is it of them to not answer and say they are busy?
I Refuse
You can't all psych me out for something I kinda don't regret in a certain way.. who knows why. You think I should be more inhibited as a person here, but that's not a big deal in that way. I just sent like newsletters out. Sometimes, people send 1 on Christmas. I already apologized a lot. I find it disgustingly rude no one answered, though. Obviously, I wanted to talk. Instead, you all talk about this.
Problem
There's nothing to talk about my friends for who didn't answer my e-mails. I'm the 1 wasting time talking, too.
What It Feels Like
I'm getting the feeling I'm being treated like I'm a perverted kid or teen.
Also, if I get upset and accidentally knock something over, people get mad at me.
I just don't really take this sudden being treated like a bad, emotionally perverted kid! I don't like being told I'm being talked to.
See, she is being mean to me for nothing!
Also, if I get upset and accidentally knock something over, people get mad at me.
I just don't really take this sudden being treated like a bad, emotionally perverted kid! I don't like being told I'm being talked to.
See, she is being mean to me for nothing!
The point is..?
Ellen likes to make me feel uncomfortable. It's like having a .. oh I dunno. I don't like when she says she means it in a bad way. She just is there to be suggestive, but let's find out what she's really made of and moreso what she's doing. You know, she made a joke @ not having a point as a broken pencil. I do not sit around thinking @ 1 other person. She is acting bossy. It's making me uncomfortable. People are all making fun of me.
Should I forget this? I hardly have time to sing. I think that medicine is making me sleep too much longer without really sleeping a whole night.
I dunno, I'm just sitting here looking at this. She doesn't like Twitter, anymore.
Should I forget this? I hardly have time to sing. I think that medicine is making me sleep too much longer without really sleeping a whole night.
I dunno, I'm just sitting here looking at this. She doesn't like Twitter, anymore.
Wednesday, March 26, 2014
Going Along Young
They have these younger cousins, girls go on a sojourn of themselves, just sorta going along. Ha ha ha. Like, I care.. but the funny part is I dunno I forget. Oh yes, at a young age they are introduced to certain things. '}:]
I GOT A NU WAY TA WALK WALK WALK
I can get dresses like this and add a cardigan and boots and stockings!
A Picture on Facebook
It shows that it's best to be older but to be younger than someone's dad or mom.
Anyway, it's a nice thought. I was put down and don't feel well, was deciding on if I should have Reeses and watch TV, "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."
Anyway, it's a nice thought. I was put down and don't feel well, was deciding on if I should have Reeses and watch TV, "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."
Yes. I have 1 credit from Valencia, an A, and a semester of unforgiven withdrawals, so all Fs though they must have been high Fs.
Do you know the nature of the music auditions that you send in by tape? Can you mail in a YouTube link to a video? I was a music major and wish to change my major instrument. Do you know the nature of this? I never auditioned for it, so I want to audition for it. I am hesitant for you to forward this to the Assistant Dean of Music because he took me out of that instrument I took for a secondary instrument I guess for Music Education. I didn't have to audition. They pulled me out of Music Education and let me do Organ Performance. However, it's been years and I've been singing and would like to re-audition as Voice. I could still come there in the fall and take General Studies, though. Thanks. -Christina Also, I was a ballet minor though the teacher wanted me in Ballet I even then. I did some ballet since and am going to do jazz now, too, just so I learn more dance moves.
Ever been here..
It's nice to live in the nation's oldest continuing city. I used to, I was 9, 10, 11. It was peaceful but full of life, you might say, tourists. There was a bay near our house. It had the big fort. It was founded in 1565. I loved the history there, and that was my focus, along with art and music. No ballet.
Concerting
Why don't any other classical crossover or whatever singers have a bill of music everyone knows?
Weird
What do you think @ your parents turning around wanting you back under their emotional custoy? I mean, you already lived with them and it's not like you don't enjoy them.
TV
I watched the wrong episode online? Is it cancelled today for some reason? So just catch up from today if it's not a rerun? Gotta check the TV..
Problem
What don't you get about how it'd feel to be trapped in your home with nothing to do in your room but got a laptop and e-mail going? If someone told me to blog, I would do it, but I forgot.
WHAT!
Why the *beep* would you condemn someone who makes mistakes most rarely than most? Don't tell me your life is perfect, now.
What I Thought
I don't mean to mess with the new father, but Simon Cowell of Britain's Got Talent and maybe America .. might be connecting what Ellen said but don't want him to look silly.. not all silly tho.
Easy Street
Just notice people ARE NOT performers and see how attractive and ^basic^ they may look.. don't look stuipid cuz you think life's easy..
Giving in the Wrong Way
I was just telling my mom I'd put my son in gymnastics and then football.. like the kids on the Over the Rainbow finale performance are a whole lot though the competitors my age are only a few.
Faces
What do you think of people who profile a serious face, like teens and young adult girls. I did it for that sorta bleached blonde English look, like no other reason. It's probably from my dad's side.
What I Found There
I found myself put up as shit and people are beckoning those without racial issues. I guess jazz is something I need to take. It will help with ballet, the spinning, and being specific and like letting it out as a form of ballet.. things I can't do yet. It's a nice place that seems religious.
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
Nice Place to Take Dance
I wanna take Jazz on Saturday at I think a place that seems religious or something for some reason, but I don't remember a church by it. I recorded myself dancing last time.
I miss the apartment
when I could just walk to the store late at night and go home and try to connect original dreams..
Making Others Happy
Before you turn me away, I thought maybe I brought up a good topic. Maybe useless. Anyway, Ellen would be happy if you all sat and behaved. Online, people are pretty nice to her. So, don't miss the boat~! Happy sailing!
My Verdict
Ellen did what she did. She already says that I'm okay as far as where I am now in life. Even if she didn't, why'd I give a care?
Another Big Problem
Do you think Ellen is nasty how she feels you up but moreso that she just keeps shooting and won't shut up.. because she doesn't listen to you?
This is ligitimate because it touches on the *** life, how when I don't report what she does I feel like I'm m********ing. She acts like she doesn't talk @ this stuff in any way.
Then, I am saying, she talks a whole lot, while other famous people are too quiet. She's also mad at me. I should find something else to talk about, now..
This is ligitimate because it touches on the *** life, how when I don't report what she does I feel like I'm m********ing. She acts like she doesn't talk @ this stuff in any way.
Then, I am saying, she talks a whole lot, while other famous people are too quiet. She's also mad at me. I should find something else to talk about, now..
I sense another trick.
So, Ellen is not on Twitter much, now, and tipped the scale to Facebook. Fine by me, but I know I'm gonna hear the retracted effect. UGH! Whatever does that mean. I just was thinking she found her real #1, what a spoiled way that white people are..I grew up allowed to think I am white, but for some reason certain people just are squeamish like dipping their toes into the water.
What I Can See
You might think someone not too old would feel more tickled, but if someone older isn't they mightn't in the very process.
So
Another reason not to sing is because you're over the age of 15? I could sing well enough to perform at exactly 15.
What I Think
I bet you'd let some people ask about the satisfaction that comes to someone who forces the idea that someone ^doesn't deserve anything^ when others are spoiled rotten!
You'll find the same result.
I forgot to add - that it would be disgusting to enforce upon someone some idea they dislike.
I just watched something big bowl over.
If everyone else gets to revel in someone really cute or pretty for a time being - it's gross to tell me you ^found out^ something that doesn't matter and that when on "the best of the best" I'm to be on 2nd. Never worked that way. I'm just some kid sitting at a desk..
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