What It Is

Clearly, there are more people in the world.. you might have a chance with famous people if you are good!

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1 - Was it supposed to be longer running? I assume I will not miss this once it's gone. Even if I like it so much now. It seems the goal is to perk up Jensen, too bad the audience was so small, but you have some important fans. All in all the best for Chloe.

2 - Ha ha a TV show I like will not burden us for more than 10 weeks 1 episode each week. Yet, I remain solely faithful to Ellen DeGeneres but with no hope of like moving up in my position like as a fan.

Also

My thing for females like disappeared.

Weird

I remember things disappearing in a certain part of my room: my book lamp, cheap, and Frozen DVD non-BluRay cuz I don't have it.

I recorded another song.

It just sounds "nice." A bit dead and off-pitch.

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@ Those Who Kill w|Chloe Sevigny

I think it was just too much for anyone.  What it would do, be, become.  The plot doesn't thicken for me, like with Harry Potter and the whims of displeasure I experience otherwise.

Solving a Ghost Mystery on a Key West ghost tour.

Robert the doll jumped across the porch.  Perhaps, viewers just saw him in different places but not the jump.

Also

My dad is known to make me uncomfortable himself.  So, why won't you people stop bugging me?  You knew about it without me posting it..

What to Do

You just have to let go and not be dum.

My dad made me schizo, that beast.

People want me to think @ "the time when" he came home from work and I said "oh no" cuz I wasn't finished with my homework, 6th grade, the best year of my life.  I am such a good person, I Was just trying to have fun, nothing matters.  You tell someone of you have a problem.  That's like the spam.

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Lolly Pop • a minute ago

Who wouldn't like her, though???? The show has already been removed from a more major channel..

Apology

I seemed to almost go wacko thinking of what people think of what someone indicated to me.. didn't proceed to evil, but it was so bemusing and my personal trouble.  I've alas stopped on my own..  :/  :(  I did have to think of it a bit for some weird reason, but I wasn't set up to do it right..  :(  I dunno, tho.

My Thoughts On

Helena Bonham Carter, Tim Burton's partner|girlfriend..

I mean, she's fine, but I feel she's sorta like the people where I live, desperately doing what they do.

She seems to have had her daughter with other men, but she's still with her dad, anyway, and wants to have what others have all the time.  I don't think anything bad happened, but I feel it was with a different perspective or technically not in a sarcastic way though attitude.

Post on Facebook

to Tim Burton

new doodle for his avatar

I said well that's very impressive-

Why the - .. because I don't mean that I'm shit since he came into the world and I didn't associate the word with him but myself!

Candy Toys

If we submit to a grown man's childish whims, he shouldn't be allowed to have exist candy toys like Ellen who get what he doesn't let his own children experience.  How dumb!  How MEAN!  }:|

TV

I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" tonight.

I feel sorry for how she feels, but I mean she's an adult she does what she needs to do.

Real

I'm trying to live my life, and I'm really getting actual messages.

I just feel..

..like I'm being ignored or tossed aside and anyone who reads this will feel insulted to worry @ me.

How I Feel

There are random clicks in my room, and I have come to the conclusion they are racistly stuck up, no hard feelings, stuck up is something I think of my parents and possibly most anyone.  Plus, it's a "group effort."  "LOL."

Important to notice the racial part.

Update

I changed my waist from 32" to 30".

Cravings

I was gonna make veggie soup, totally fine with that..

Ice Skating

I want to take private classes in the summer at least.

Food

I got an Easter rabbit and some malt balls.  I wanna get more Easter rabbits.  Mine is cookies and cream.

I also had a ham sandwich last night.  We have plenty, and my parents can restock that.

TV

I finished watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

It was very moving.  The little boy was amazing, not my style but very feeling.  I'm a singer and musician myself.  So, I enjoyed seeing someone do that.  I think if he develops his feeling perhaps he could go somewhere.

Lindsay Lohan is around my age, the Olsen Twins between our ages, nuff said, I find her amazing but don't wish to be her age instead.  I think I was supposed to be born earlier but was born early.  It reminds me of the people I know around my age.  She is quite popular and very friendly.  I wish she would change her shtick.

His Problem

"There's nothing there."  He doesn't put righteousness in his life.  He just expects people to catch on, my dad.

Problem

Why am -I- always wrong?  Why should I connect the dots to the order of events I did for that?

Well

I'm sorry it makes you mad what I do..or did?

Problem

Even if I knew, I was tired.  It seems rather silly.  What about if I was tired?  It's like leaving the dishes in the sink.  I woulda gotten up if I knew, but how'd I know?  Maybe, I wanted to find out.  As soon as possible.  What if I was tired and wanted to hide my past accounts with possible copyright infringements unanswered with old pix of me attached tho?  I supposed I'd'a gotten up..

Problem

They are looking at me like I'm bad as a daily basis.

Guess what..it's cuz YOU know MY race!

So

How was it bad of me?  I didn't know anyone cared.

Problem

You all are crazy trying to hurt me.  I feel like I'm being stared down for something that doesn't matter.

Also

It would be *** of me to care.  I was tired.  I wasn't aware.

Sick

Really, everyone shouldn't be mad.  I'm not doing anything wrong now, and you all think it doesn't matter what you do cuz it's easier.

Problem

Someone is mad at me on Twitter..  I just didn't cover my playlists once, and I guess everyone went and looked at it..  I was too tired, shouldn't be shocking but guess it was.  I've had to recover from things of that nature.

News..?

I did all the ironing and cleaned my whole room about.  I can dance and do some gymnastics in here.  I'm in the garage, but the opening is sealed.

Why, I Cared

I don't even remember why I cared.

Apology

If you know who I'm talking @, sorry if anything startled you, didn't mean it in that way.

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Skills on bottom side.

What I'm up To

I used to look up the people on Ellen but now I'm feeling down.  I Tweet them, used to read @ them all.  That's like 1 class, and I'm sick-ish.

Problem

Everyone is treating me racistly when I want to be praised for how white I am.  I just go for a walk and these people are all up attuned to me walking by all the time.

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Apology

I didn't mean everyone in every way.

I just wanted to say what I'm not willing to trade off.  I am spilling my thoughts out and feel watched so didn't say who and what.  I wasn't being mean, just using words of being upset|sad.  Why can't anyone get that?!  Who makes these silly rules?  Also, I got told so much I have schizo, so.  I'm not saying you're like that.. I just feel like this is a nightmare that has to stop.  Can't you see, everyone is so mean to me?!  I come on all nice, and then something weird happens.

Also

You all are silly and have a superiority complex that contains imperfection.  You have a 2nd life online.

Upset

I don't find the bits of sarcasm lying around amusing.  People find something wrong with me all the time.. they always find something that breaks the relationship.

Problem

You all have mental disorders cuz you're irrational and in my face.

Problem

I don't accept that you think I did something wrong that's bad.  I was just trying to fix something.  I'm not a weirdo and I'm no racist.  You are wrong and put down what I say and pretend something else is happening.

I don't like constantly trailing this triumph over me alas.

Problem

How will I make it in Hollywood, then?  These noises and my parents make me feel like I'm being shamed for something I didn't do.

Problem

People treat me like a problem.  The people in my house, my parents and the experimenters via cameras and mics..  All the time, sometimes, it seems.  They want to get a message across and it's constant irritating messages, a situation from which I would have to remove myself.

Always Sassing Back

Well..  Anyway, I was thinking about why my dad keeps doing stuff to get physically intrusive.  It seems as if it's to make it more comfortable for Ellen or she did it..  Like, he's done these things:

(1) affected my pooing and female cramps..
(2) affected how I pee in 2 ways
(3) stimulated my baby part
(4) when we were thinking about hair was like pointing or something @ his butt..

My dad and I are not animals that slobber over one another, and just because I find a boyfriend does not mean I get closer to him.  I do not want a boyfriend necessarily, f.y.i.  There are boys I have liked, but I wasn't about doing everything with them nor at that age having baby with anyone.

This never happened before and it only happens to me cuza my race.  That's why I think it is not beneficial.

Update

I added that my hair had highlights on the side section.

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I added that I had white heritage on the side bottom.

Dresses

I was thinking of getting the dresses, but it'll be a long month and so guess I will get the loungewear @ Wal-Mart, more exciting.  I don't even go out that much.

TV

I just finished watching "Those Who Kill" with Chloe Sevigny.  She just is really good as a detective, so caring and concerned, so outta this world like Ellen DeGeneres and like her too in so many ways..

...

I have lots of thoughts and feelings but find it hard to express.  It just reminds me of the idea with Tim Burton that life was just Peter Pan.  I think I really wanna go to Hollywood and go to premieres and see stars, but I like Florida best.  I mean, I don't think I'm necessarily too old but in some ways I feel thay way.  I just banked on other things!

New Plan

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white
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Gooses! Geeses!

I want them to lay golden eggs for Easter!

red - but blue is my size so getting blue
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pink
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+ a cardigan or so

Something Weird

If your 15-year-old daughter is forgetful or ignorant, you don't get mad at her.

New Video of ME!

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I cropped the other 1.

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I cropped a photo.

New Photos of Me

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I had to edit the People part.

Doing Better

I can sing a hi C..

For some reason, my speaking|theater voice teacher went up to G.  My warmup is mostly harder things, like staccato and high notes with vibrato.  She helped me improve greatly, but I'm trying a new way to sing..  I don't know, I think she is not just a singer and wants to bring in the more non-musical aspect and even more about speaking than singing.

Finished

I got most of it organized.

Doing Stuff This Morning

rearranging furniture

I want..

I just want a nice place to live and money to see my parents.  I want to be passionate @ success, not just dependent of it.  That's why I live at home, no dorm.  Also, my dad is getting older.

if you don't hurry

i WON'T be excited

Change of Plan?

I guess I will switch to getting all the loungewear homewear.

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Old Pictures of Me

Triumphant

People don't want me to feel that way @ being good with kids.  They want me to feel submissive to them!

Shopping

I'm just buying the dress and cardigan..and wig.  Then some necessities here.

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myTunes page

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Ha ha

You don't know what an Irish is supposed to do.  I'm like 2% Irish as far as I know.  I'm a person like anyone, black or white.

Problem

Why am I being identified as Irish?  I'm being held on a leash.

Update

I added my waist on the side bottom.

Upodate

Updated the Order of People

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People Page

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Eye Color on Side of Blog

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Now, you don't have to be on Facebook to see my album.

Updates

Info. on side + Pages

Mean Stuff

If these secret messages are from Ellen, I have to say that she does not know the rules.. I can tell she knows them but breaks them.  I mean, I forget, but like rehashing the stereotype of my dad when he's being private from her until no one in the world is interested in him?  I don't think that's what I was thinking of, but I also was thinking of that not to do with Ellen.. hope you understand what I typed.

I just want to know why she thinks she's in some fantasy land.  I hate to crack it, but people up north want an up north New Orleans some of them.  The South is still the South.

Also, I think my Gramma lashed out on him.  I don't like that I feel I don't have the right to safely visit her cuz she gets harsh around me in how she is..  I wanted him to visit his mom to have someone to look up to.  If I get famous, he could meet other famous people.  He doesn't always seem much of a help with that.  Or did my mom do it?  You think I like you all better??

Also, you shouldn't be mean to me like my dad says.  Lemme guess, you don't have certain things to offer..  You're just gonna ignore what I posted cuz I'm Chinese and act all like you don't know what I'm talking about or something just for fun, well fine.. fine.  It's probably your flaws that make you mean to me, and it comes out like my dad says.  Now, he is using flaws.  I don't believe in that, myself.You see though the other point of interest to you I guess.. is that he was staring

down a proper old lady for being nice to me.  He is so hateful.  He didn't want me to go up cuza money, but my aunt said she'd pay.  My Gramma moved away from there, and I wanted to see the cousins.. who all didn't seem to wanna talk to me..  '}:[  Sad.  I used to always complain @ this to my dad when I was like 12.  I just remembered.. more to life than meets the eye.  I didn't talk to all of them myself..

I am guessing his mom got upset.  He's been being more healthy.  I think it was not a good idea, maybe he thinks I'm still a kid.  I don't know @ now.  I had a dream once my mom came up to me and said dad's dead and I acted like I knew before she came.  He was still lashing out at me.  I feel I live in such trash.  I want a real, nice house.  I've always lived in run down areas.

You know older folk just talk, like Little Missy Precious Ellen.  ^LOL^  They just want things old-fashioned and proper and are selfish beasts who made brat kids born @ 1960 so we can't be cool like them nor are we the right age for them to be like our parents somehow you think.  That isn't true.  I don't know @ kids today cuza how bad school was.  We wanna be kids still, we didn't have childhoods molded to ^pleaseure^ like them!..  Like, if somethings seems different, they'll just get back at you for stuff.

So, @ Ellen I just wanna know @ her twisting the rules and hiding the fact all along she knew @ cultures and then acts like you think some way that hurts you and she's the only good 1.  It is a game, but if it's not true I have a right to say this.

Also, my dad should control that he eats well.  I think he has some.

I just want to know why Ellen sends secret mean messages and acts like the rules up north are not meant to be followed.  There is a courtesy that exists.  Don't just pass that up.  How did she break them, like secret messages, like something my parents said from her or the effect of watching her on TV and seeing her online.  She is just getting by, but she really thinks she got something special, those people in New Orleans..  I mean it's nice, but whenever I do some form of communicative activity with them I'm foreign.  I think it's cuz I am in Florida and am capable of being a Floridian.  I do not have ancestors here, so I don't know @ the best part of Florida.  The new part is nice, and it's a new family adventure.  Just problems going back up north.. it's really sneaky, too.

I wish I could figure out what Ellen is up to more.  I mean @ breaking rules that others have to follow in courtesies of where they are from.  I am not sure of an example right now.

You know

I'm the same as when I was 13.

Excuse

Well, I'm told over I'm a schizo.

I guess I wanted to say no I did not be mean on purpose, and I feel I'm told I am.  I am over it, but it's upsetting I'm like that.

Multi-Tasking

I've contacted more people @ recording their songs.  Don't think I'm going to college unless I am a rich actor|classical-crossover (like opera|musical theater + a few other treats perhaps.. people who dish out the same thing often) singer.  I will work, though, for money and something to get good at.

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Current Pictures of Me on the side

It's just a shame as in sad..

..sorry I twisted the meaning of a clear cut sentimented word..

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---liked the music when they come to see Santa

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More About Me

It can't be!

It's true people born in 1985 got more than born in 2005..

However, they want to give those kids, around 10 now, more of a chance over us.

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More About Me!

News

Chloe Sevigny

http://www.etcanada.com/style/photos/top_celebrity_looks_march_24.aspx#!47a01576fc3944101d967e1df9f94fa8

http://www.instyle.com/instyle/package/general/photos/0,,20051489_20048285_20071773,00.html

http://hq-celebrity.com/photos/chloe-sevigny-151246/2

Question

Did you just tell me to be a n*****?  You are condemning people who aren't white who look Jewish!  What @ thu injinz?  You encouranted people not to look like happy 1960s flower kids.

Someone else may have reminded me|pointedly put it in my head.

Twitter

Just don't listen to her.. I mean she doesn't ^say^ anything. She never overcomes the bumps to make life better aesthetically.
— Lolly Pop (@20Lolly14) March 29, 2014

1st, respect your elders..

About not making life aesthetic, I mean in her negativity, the way she now pulls people down, like me, is it worth it to see her smile-smirk?  She only had bad news today.  She is pretty physically.

What I mean is I just catch all these complex messages that say I'm bad and rat on me.  That's something that exists, I guess, and it isn't right.  She knows it's not right.  What does that mean?

Tweet

"People are attracted to you by what they see in you; they remain attracted to you by what you see in yourself."
— bella thorne (@bellathorne) March 29, 2014

I'm someone who doesn't make a fuss but changes her mind.  I'm also someone who was treated unfairly at the start.  My excuse is that everyone liked me, though I was unhappy and no one to talk to.

Bella may have just been attracted to the terms "in you" cuz she and Jackie Evancho got similar parents.. so did another set.. have really suave dads.

Official Ranking

1 - Chleo Sevigny
2 - Sarah Brightman
3 - Ellen DeGeneres
4 - me
5 - Tim Burton

Success!

If you watch the 1st trailer to "Those Who Kill" you see she is old enough to parent someone much younger..  Well, yes, it's ^better^ but I'm just not like that.